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I had no company with whom to share my new activities and interests. And so this silence morphed into shame. I became a pervert, a loser, a sinner. I tried to stop myself from taking long baths, from late-night undercover activities, from being alone too long, but the more I obsessed about stopping, the more I could not.

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